I'm 27 years old.
I've been married for almost 7 years.
My husband is super smart.
And hot.
And bald.
With a beard.
Hot.
I have 4 children ages 6, 4, 3, and 15 months.
They are crazy. In a good way.
But they are also some of the funniest humans in the planet.
I'm a stay at home mom.
I suffer from Post Partum Depression.
I am on daily meds because of it.
I should go to therapy, but I'm scared.
I sing. And I sing well.
I love musical theater and perform any chance I get.
I crave the stage.
I have a best friend who is 11 years older than me and single.
I love her like my sister.
I have a sister and 3 sister in laws.
I have 2 brothers and 3 brother in laws.
I had a hysterectomy at the age of 26.
I am not selfish because I chose to do so.
Sometimes, I don't like being a mom.
It's hard stuff.
I'm a Mormon.
I've struggled with my beliefs, but have never lost faith.
I'm short. Like 5'4.
I'm also fat. Like overweight.
My self esteem sucks sometimes.
But I'm working on it.
I love interior design.
My husband hates that I love interior design.
I want to go to hair school when all my kids are in school full time.
My house is a real life disaster 90% of the time.
My life is comical, emotional, crazy, and REAL.
My life is REAL.
WELCOME TO LIFE OF A FLUFFY MOMMA.
The idea of therapy is scary, but it's the best thing I ever did. I didn't love all of it, but I love the results. It sounds as though we have had a lot of the same feels and after almost 15 years, you are still trying to figure rack other out.
ReplyDeleteYou are awesome and so much like me! Braver than I. I only have 2. :) Don't be scared of therapy. Talk to your bishop. He should have good resources. Thanks for being my friend and letting my get to know you during Into the Woods. :)
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